Inspirion

Knowing him as a plain Fitri 17 years ago gimme a smile on my face.

He is the man who used to ‘azan’ with the macho voice, who always recited the Quran during special school occasion and make people in our surrounding take note of his existence.

He is just being him in his world without knowing what happened around him.Never ever knew about my existence which used to peep him around during his volleyball exercise, beli gambar2 kelas dia, gambar2 dia jadik keeper bola skolah,hahahah & I’m the one who used to recognize his voice during azan & I’m the one who semangat gila during some terawikh prayers when he used to be the Imam.(Shhhheeeehhh)

After that small incident,being sabotage by people, make me hate him so much. But there is alert in his life to know the existence of the spec besar, the tudung jersey melekap,the comot gurl named Nora Mawaraty.
ngeh..ngeh..ngeh…

As 1994 was the last time I ever heard about him before he left to Sains Muar.So cerita about him buried down in my memory for many years.

2003.After being ups & down in life. Losing my father,losing my ex boyfriend, my life just a dull me.

Then June 2003, the reunion. It was the 1st time I met him after 9 years. We hardly talk to each other on that day.We hardly even make a eyes contact. 2 months after that, only God’s know what on his mind as him had the gutts  to call me and we become a friend again.

After several occasion of bullying him,till one day in September he told me that "I want to marry you."

Surprised me like hell as this is very special relationship with no I love u, I miss u thingy…no holding hands,no flowers,no birthday cards, no fine dining, hardly dating2 thingy…he just simply proposed me like that!

OK..ok…aku memang la time tu nak kawin sangat. Pastu adalak orang proposed.Shud I rejected him? Being in his family pon memang orang baik2..shud I rejected his proposal and mengharap to my love for years to come back and marry me?

Nope!He is not doing that.So might as well…aku perjudikan je hidup aku ngan orang yang aku hardly tau dia suka makan apa,yang betul2 nak kawen ngan aku, dari orang yang aku tau dia suka apa,makan apa yang never ever mentioned about marrying me!

So engaged on 8 December 2003 & get married on 14th May 2004.End of the story.

(Dapat aku kawen lalu bawah pedang…no kompang2 but with the bag pipe lagi…fuyoh…coz kwn2 rapat aku xde kawen lalu bawah pedang..so aku rasa aku best la..mmm..To Senah, as usual aku poyo rodos macam biasa la kan…hahahah)

Knowing the relationship is not love at the first sight, knowing him not the taste of man that I want to spend the rest of my life with, but I do believe in GOD. Kun fayakun…

So my major dear, MAJOR FITRI BIN FATHILAH, OC 33 WKSYP ARMOR,Happy 30th Birthday on 26th January 2008, my darling dear. Having you as a gift from GOD make me wonder till now the miracle of having someone that hardly you love at the first time as your life partner.

We know that our love grows by time and keep growing till now.

Give many credits to you for being there for me no matter what,being imam to several of my prayers, guiding me with the Quranic recitation, always nyanyi lagu Iris for me…and More Than Words..being patience of my extremely lunatic unpredictable perangai almost of the time, calm me down when I do mengamuk like budak kecik when I didn’t get what I want, paksa u to eat all my cooking all this years,buang baju u yang i tak perkenan, and hardly terima the life of u being an army (with all the tuan2 thing..heh bul*shit laaa…)…no matter what dear, even my words sometimes (sometimes ker always?muahahah…) hurting u like hell, but u do know that u completed me even i keep denying it!

Dear Darling,

I like you for you being you.Regardless ur background years yang u takde dalam idup I and years yang I xde dalam idup u.Tak kirala kalau masa skolah I kenal you, macam budak baik & after skul u no more budak baik ke apa ke kan….what is ur past is urs & mind our own business okeh!…

Haha(harus tidak diungkap andai ada sejarah gelap kau kerna aku tidak ingin mengetahuinya sebagaimana sejarah gelapku yang aku taknak share ngan kau la darling…hahah..gila romantik ganaz la aku ni…)

Hope that years coming by will make you more wiser/more alert/more matured and more no need me to bebel2 things that u know how to do it without an order from me la major dear.(hahaha..bila laki mejar kan bini lt kolonel…muahahahah)

This enrty is not to puji u la dear..but to say what in my heart kan.Thus, nobody’s perfect.Tapi takkan I nak tulis all the buruk2 things about u kan..might as well it kept silence in my piece of heart.Ngeh..ngeh..ngeh..(p.s takut gak,nanti all the buruk2 things come out,then turn this entry to sesi ngumpat laki or kutuk laki then no more syurga for me…*wink*)

Mwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhsssssssss!!!!!!!XXXXXOOOOOXXXXXXX

P.s..Bayangkan la aku punya post ni theme song dia lagu MORE THAN WORDS eh….buatla macam terdengar2 jek..purak2 dengar eh…hahahah…especially wording yang ni…

More Than Words

Saying I love you
Is not the words I want to hear from you
Its not that I want you
Not to say, but if you only knew
How easy it would be to show me how you feel
More than words is all you have to do to make it real
Then you wouldnt have to say that you love me
Cos Id already know

What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldnt make things new
Just by saying I love you

More than words

Now Ive tried to talk to you and make you understand
All you have to do is close your eyes
And just reach out your hands and touch me
Hold me close dont ever let me go
More than words is all I ever needed you to show
Then you wouldnt have to say that you love me
Cos Id already know

What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldnt make things new
Just by saying I love you

More than words

Tetiba aku lak tersyahdu ni…heheheh….

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