Inspirion

Semalam aku kat PD lepak umah anem & Dr.D.Lepak makan lepak makan…pastu gi salun.

Enjoy..pastu balik umah kat Senawang.Before dat aku gi Tesco nak carik la kot2 bulleh dapat Baskin Robbin or Haagen Dazs aku tu…nasib baik ada.

Malam, boring. Nak buat pe?Takde major dear nak buli2 & peluk2…

Tengokla AJL yang buhsan tu.Nasib baik ada JAC & LAH pastu nyanyi lagu faveret aku tu. Yang lain, biasa je. Tapi aku gelak gila tengok fesyen Jedi si CT tu.Waduh2..kesian aku nengok.Pasni camana la agaknya fesyen2 gila yang akan direka oleh designer kat Mesia ni utk pompuan tu.

Bila Estranged menang,aku suka jek.Takdela jadik caller2 Hotz.FM pagi ni yang suma tak puas ati.Mengong..korang tak puas ati, dah sudah dah pon….hik.hik..hik..

Apapun..baju Cheryl malam tadik..cantik gila..hai bila aku leh tempah baju kat Rizalman ni?

Knowing him as a plain Fitri 17 years ago gimme a smile on my face.

He is the man who used to ‘azan’ with the macho voice, who always recited the Quran during special school occasion and make people in our surrounding take note of his existence.

He is just being him in his world without knowing what happened around him.Never ever knew about my existence which used to peep him around during his volleyball exercise, beli gambar2 kelas dia, gambar2 dia jadik keeper bola skolah,hahahah & I’m the one who used to recognize his voice during azan & I’m the one who semangat gila during some terawikh prayers when he used to be the Imam.(Shhhheeeehhh)

After that small incident,being sabotage by people, make me hate him so much. But there is alert in his life to know the existence of the spec besar, the tudung jersey melekap,the comot gurl named Nora Mawaraty.
ngeh..ngeh..ngeh…

As 1994 was the last time I ever heard about him before he left to Sains Muar.So cerita about him buried down in my memory for many years.

2003.After being ups & down in life. Losing my father,losing my ex boyfriend, my life just a dull me.

Then June 2003, the reunion. It was the 1st time I met him after 9 years. We hardly talk to each other on that day.We hardly even make a eyes contact. 2 months after that, only God’s know what on his mind as him had the gutts  to call me and we become a friend again.

After several occasion of bullying him,till one day in September he told me that "I want to marry you."

Surprised me like hell as this is very special relationship with no I love u, I miss u thingy…no holding hands,no flowers,no birthday cards, no fine dining, hardly dating2 thingy…he just simply proposed me like that!

OK..ok…aku memang la time tu nak kawin sangat. Pastu adalak orang proposed.Shud I rejected him? Being in his family pon memang orang baik2..shud I rejected his proposal and mengharap to my love for years to come back and marry me?

Nope!He is not doing that.So might as well…aku perjudikan je hidup aku ngan orang yang aku hardly tau dia suka makan apa,yang betul2 nak kawen ngan aku, dari orang yang aku tau dia suka apa,makan apa yang never ever mentioned about marrying me!

So engaged on 8 December 2003 & get married on 14th May 2004.End of the story.

(Dapat aku kawen lalu bawah pedang…no kompang2 but with the bag pipe lagi…fuyoh…coz kwn2 rapat aku xde kawen lalu bawah pedang..so aku rasa aku best la..mmm..To Senah, as usual aku poyo rodos macam biasa la kan…hahahah)

Knowing the relationship is not love at the first sight, knowing him not the taste of man that I want to spend the rest of my life with, but I do believe in GOD. Kun fayakun…

So my major dear, MAJOR FITRI BIN FATHILAH, OC 33 WKSYP ARMOR,Happy 30th Birthday on 26th January 2008, my darling dear. Having you as a gift from GOD make me wonder till now the miracle of having someone that hardly you love at the first time as your life partner.

We know that our love grows by time and keep growing till now.

Give many credits to you for being there for me no matter what,being imam to several of my prayers, guiding me with the Quranic recitation, always nyanyi lagu Iris for me…and More Than Words..being patience of my extremely lunatic unpredictable perangai almost of the time, calm me down when I do mengamuk like budak kecik when I didn’t get what I want, paksa u to eat all my cooking all this years,buang baju u yang i tak perkenan, and hardly terima the life of u being an army (with all the tuan2 thing..heh bul*shit laaa…)…no matter what dear, even my words sometimes (sometimes ker always?muahahah…) hurting u like hell, but u do know that u completed me even i keep denying it!

Dear Darling,

I like you for you being you.Regardless ur background years yang u takde dalam idup I and years yang I xde dalam idup u.Tak kirala kalau masa skolah I kenal you, macam budak baik & after skul u no more budak baik ke apa ke kan….what is ur past is urs & mind our own business okeh!…

Haha(harus tidak diungkap andai ada sejarah gelap kau kerna aku tidak ingin mengetahuinya sebagaimana sejarah gelapku yang aku taknak share ngan kau la darling…hahah..gila romantik ganaz la aku ni…)

Hope that years coming by will make you more wiser/more alert/more matured and more no need me to bebel2 things that u know how to do it without an order from me la major dear.(hahaha..bila laki mejar kan bini lt kolonel…muahahahah)

This enrty is not to puji u la dear..but to say what in my heart kan.Thus, nobody’s perfect.Tapi takkan I nak tulis all the buruk2 things about u kan..might as well it kept silence in my piece of heart.Ngeh..ngeh..ngeh..(p.s takut gak,nanti all the buruk2 things come out,then turn this entry to sesi ngumpat laki or kutuk laki then no more syurga for me…*wink*)

Mwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhsssssssss!!!!!!!XXXXXOOOOOXXXXXXX

P.s..Bayangkan la aku punya post ni theme song dia lagu MORE THAN WORDS eh….buatla macam terdengar2 jek..purak2 dengar eh…hahahah…especially wording yang ni…

More Than Words

Saying I love you
Is not the words I want to hear from you
Its not that I want you
Not to say, but if you only knew
How easy it would be to show me how you feel
More than words is all you have to do to make it real
Then you wouldnt have to say that you love me
Cos Id already know

What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldnt make things new
Just by saying I love you

More than words

Now Ive tried to talk to you and make you understand
All you have to do is close your eyes
And just reach out your hands and touch me
Hold me close dont ever let me go
More than words is all I ever needed you to show
Then you wouldnt have to say that you love me
Cos Id already know

What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldnt make things new
Just by saying I love you

More than words

Tetiba aku lak tersyahdu ni…heheheh….

Mmm..aku tak pernah citer into details kan about my 40 students here at Institut Teknologi MIDAS Seremban.

Well, my company got the LO from FELDA untuk amik budak2 or anak2 FELDA yang bermasalah or tak nak sekolah or tak dapat mana2 untuk mereka mengikuti program MLVK kat sini.

Institut aku ni dapat offer untuk Elektronik Industri punya course.For the first time my baby project ni depa dok bagi 40 students.

Mana nak dapat 40 students? Jangan mimpi senang je nak request dari FELDA database or what. Proses dia memang tak senang.

Aku kena turun padang pergi dari satu FELDA ke FELDA buat presentation & convince diaorang apa yang kita offer.

Then nak kena convince plak parents untuk hantar anak2 diaorang kat sini.

So bit by bit..dari 15 orang alhamdulillah..now dah jadik 40orang.

Aku memang insaf dengan diri bila aku bergaul dengan diaorang ni. Bukan apa, dulu aku rasa macam tah dah habis bodoh sangat aku ni. Pastu macam menghabiskan duit kjaan je…(yeala walaupun aku byr balik & dah habis pon..tapi kan aku dapat diskaun..kira kjaan pon adalah byr gak study aku dulu kan…kan..)

Ni dioarang ni lagila..dahla tak nak skolah..(gila best zaman skolah korang boleh plak main berenti2..coz tak minat..hukalah..)

Bayangkan mat2 rempit yang dah tak nak belajar ni yang kena paksa belajar/kena datang nak amik MLVK course.

Tapi..alhamdulillah..kadang2 manusia ni perlu diberi peluang untuk berubahkan.

Masing2 yang dulu takde minat nak skolah (as ada berenti masa darjah 4) sekarang ni Alhamdulillah sangat2 menunjukkan prestasi pembelajaran yang memberansangkan.Maybe they are more to skills not academic kan?

Aku tabik salute spring toin–toin..untuk para pendidik yang mampu didik anak-anak yang lembam ni ke.Huh kalau aku kan..memang takde kesabaran la kot!

Sekarang all of us are like one big family,taking care of each other,gurau senda,belajar,buat aktiviti sama2…and hope everything is fine till they completed their course. Amin!

Ni masa sebelum start kelas..wat exercise sket!

P.S Sekurang-kurangnya ada gak contribution kita pada anak bangsa.Supaya bangsa kita menjadi satu bangsa yang cemerlang,gemilang & terbilang…

Well…last nite me & han & lira & hubby pi tengok TAYANGAN PERDANA FILEM CUCI invited by Tune Entertainment for Tune Money Card Holder!

www.cucithemovie.com

Kat ner?Cineleisure Damansara la.

Memula aku dari Seremban, Lira bagitau suh datang awal coz takut jem. Fine aku bertolak dalam kul 4++ ptg then shoot pi Putrajaya pi opis Han. Then dari situ,lepas buat bisnes sket2 aku ngan Han siap balik umah. Mandi + Solat sumer after maghrib kitaorang bertolak la pi Cineleisure.

Han punyala bergaya.Aku plak siap berlagak, ala..nak jumpa Hans Isaac je watpe cun2…hahahah…

Sampai2..tengok orang dah ramai.Kitaorang kena tunggula Lira & hubby dia memang selalu tak punctual tu.Heheh..pastu aku ngan Han berdebar2 coz tengok orang dah ramai. Tujuan aku pi memang nak pi tengok CUCI tapi main agenda nak tengok Hans Isaac la sapa lagi.

Pastu manjang nampak Awie je.Then AC…gila frust aku!

Then kitaorang gi collect ticket.Yang aku ni mata tak terlepas dari tengok Hans langsung.Gila babas hensem.Nak amik gambar punya la susah.Eeiii..berhimpit2..masa tu ala2 laga bahu ngan artis.Harith Iskandar/Sy.Zarina/Jason Lee pastu ramaila lagi.

Aku dah siap main tolak2 orang coz nak amik close up ngan Hans kan?

Masa aku panggil Han nak bagitau dia Fahrin yang dia minat sangat tu dok sebelah dia,Hans datang kat arah aku & berselisih bahulakan.Aku bley masa tu stunt coz bila dah depan mata dah xreti plak nak amik gambar.Paling tak best Hans dok cakap ngan Han & bukan aku…eeeiii..jelez!

Giler hensem la Hans Isaac tu…eeeiiii…geram..(bak kata Lira seeing him like to grab his a*s!…muahahahhaha)

Then Hans dok kat stage…ni je gambar yang aku dapat amik!Hahahah….gila berdebar..over excited la katakan!

Ni plak some of the cast yang ada malam tu.Tapi yang 4 orang main cast tu aderla…depa dok pakat lalu sebelah aku.Masa tu baru bley kuar statement ngan kawan2 ala2 bunyik ginik:

Ala afdlin/awie/A.C tu ngan aku selisih2 bahu jek…hahahhaha…(gila nak muntah kalau wanja & senah baca ni..)

So how ’bout the movie?
For me not bad after all.Kalau nak santai2 okla..don’t aspect too much la kan.Tapi OK la what…as aku ni kan pengikut-setia-paksa-by-hubby filem2 melayu Afdlin.(laki aku tengok citer melayu yang Afdlin & sekutunya buat saje okeh)…

Tapi aku lagi gelak terbahak masa tengok Sumolah..sampai hubby & han nak tekup mulut aku coz gelak macam enjin keyte takleh start(ayat hubby lira ni….hahahha)..

To Senoh, I still have the BIG LAUGH of mine ok…cannot buang la…so to cover up not to drop so much of my hubby’s waterface,I only lepas2 time dalam cinema coz people hardly see me..paling tinggi pon orang depan aku jek pusing belakang tengok aku sapa. (If my ex ever peep over this blog and read surela..relieved punya..coz he hates so much my gelak2 besar & too loud tu..he said not to lady like…;p eh..suka aku la…mulut aku okeh!!!!)

For me CUCI is all about family/friendship/hardwork & determination!

Keep ur good work Hans..lovvvvvvvvvvvveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee uuuuuuuuuuuuu!!!

XXXXOOOOOOXXXXX (Hugs & Kisses)
( tapi lagi banyak XXXXXXXXOOOOOXXXXX utk major dear tau!!!pastu bagi sket kat Assisam yang majuk tu ;p)

(kang Senoh tulis dalam komen weh haram la hugs & kisses dia (Hans)..weh aku bukan wat betul2 la…aku wat virtual jek…)

p.s Sian wanja..she wanted to comment in my blog lately, but the computer at her computer lab at her skul tu..kat Batu P*hat tu..takleh nak komen blog aku..apa kes wehh!!!!!

As major dear punya besday next saturday,and dia tak balik so aku decided la ajak dia pi jalan2 ke JB sambil jumpa member aku Hadina nak discuss pasal bisnes.

So semalam, Ahad pagi2 lagi kitaorang dah bertolak ke JB.Macam biasala..kitaorang dua orang ni kan memang suka jalan2..walaupun pi JB je..tapi rasa seronok sangat.

Pagi bertolak dalalm kul 8.Then both of us had breakfast dalam keyte jek.Nyanyi2..dalam kul 10.30 aku sampaila kat umah kawan aku si Hadina ni kat Mutiara Rini.

This is the 1st time I met her since 2002 .Mmm…sebagai seorang pengusaha pusat tusyen, aku rasa Hadina laki bini memang worth earned everything at the age of 30.

Rumah double storey corner lot/vios & wish/2 biji van & 2 pusat tusyen with two daughter Hasya & Hanna yang cute,aku rasa memang berjaya dah kawan aku tu.Aku tumpang happy la kan…(mmm..nanti kalau masuk paper berjaya ngan bisnes cendawan jangan lupakan aku eh..)

Then aku ngan hubby nak jalan2 kat Danga Bay.Last time we went here masa tahun 2005.Gosh..macam padang jarak padang tekukur!Rupanya tengah under renovation…

Then kitaorang berjalan2 la plak kat Festive Street Mall kat Danga Bay tu..Ah ha! Major dear jumpa plak ngan dia punya collection selama ni.As advanced birthday present aku pon suhla dia pilh satu…tarraaaa…….

Orang yang tengah sibuk pikeir nak paw aku yang mana satu idaman jantung dia ni…ayorkh…don’t so mahal one la dear..tengah bulan ni!

Thinking of buying this for myself….mmmm….cantikkan?

Naaa…nak beli sume2 tu jangan harap dapat kurang RM500.Baik aku beli kat diri sendiri Handbag Guess yang aku perkenan tu….nanti la aku beli jugak!
Jeng..jeng..nak tau aku belikan apa..wait till end of the blog…

Then lepas major dear dah tersenyum suka hati..kitaorang lepak kat JB Station Kopitiam…aku makan Onion Rings & White Coffee..major dear macam biasala toast set dia tu…

Muka orang puas ati dapat kapal baru…chis!

Lepas tu kitaorang round JB yang jem tu,then heading back to Senawang.Kul 9 kitaorang sampailaa….mmm..ni la kapal major dear yang ke 4 dalam collection dia…!!!!

Nasib rege affordable kat aku..kalau x..koyak rabak poket aku mau aku kena curik duit major dear balik dalam maybank2u..hehehhhe….

Bila tengok blog Chique..dia dah siap assignment sungguh jealous aku…

Tapi ari ni aku pun dah siap!!!

Bolehla enjoy weekend ni!!!!!

Budak botak ni dah 5 bulan..sudah pandai meniarap & golek2 serta mengangkat b*nT*t yang gebu.

Mama sungguh rindu dengan both of u la..especially budak botak ini.

Pose ini diambil masa both adik beradik baru bangun tido!

Mmmwwwaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!Chup!Chup!

Ni plak gambar masa posing raya ari tu….my niece & nephew!

Hualala tropika!

Mmm as per told yesterday aku & officemate ada sket makan2 at Royal Adelphi, Seremban.Coz,alhamdulillah..first project ni berjaya gakkan.

So apa lagi makan time.Aku rasa akula orang yang paling banyak kali bangun amik food.Heheh..not saying aku buruk makan.Ek ana..dah namanya buffet,makanla sume rasa sket2 ek!

Sampai CEO BSNC Encik Ariffin tu tanya aku "Kau tak takut gemuk eh Nora?"
Korang ingat aku malu.Idakler..perut aku suka aku la kan.

Apanya..I’m eating like French la.Makan sket2 tapi enjoying ur food.Kenyanglakan.It’s not like u amik tarak2 dalam pinggan.

The art of buffet is eat ur food in minimum as u can be.Try to do it course by course.Pastu bangun banyak kali tu la exercise.Bakar kalori tu sket.Heheheh….

Contohnya,mula2 amik sup.Then salad.Pastu main course.Then dessert & fruits.Pastu..ulang2 la balik menda2 yang ko rasa boleh masuk dalam perut tu.

(Err…the oyster semalam..sedapnyerrrrrr)

Ni ngan part of the staffs.

Burrbbb!Ni plak posing ala2 Princess Mermaid.(As ari ni student2 panggil aku Princess Mermaid coz depa kata kain aku mcm ikan duyung…hulalalaa)

Ni some food yang aku makan semalam..

Sebelum the buffet end..cepat2 aku gi amik gambar food kat sini.Tapi tu pon sket2 je..hehehe..

Ok la u guys..maybe lambat lagi aku leh update blog ni, as my assignment melambak.Then aku ingat nak settlekan umah ni lagi.
Mana nak pi raya cina ni eh?Cuti lama tu….

Shud I say this?

Memangla…cubala korang pikir.Akula sekarang ni dah banyak sangat profesion masa umur nak 30an ni.Gila babas tamak!

Aku sekarang Manager-Corporate Service yang merangkap segala babas task dari admin n kaunselor student kat sini.

(Bayangkan semalam 12orang students lari coz bengang ngan warden then diorang nak jumpa aku je nak bincang.Aku yang tengah banyak keje boleh la plak gi mencarik anak2 orang yang lari tu…eeeiiiiiiiiii!!!!!!!!!!)

Pada masa yang sama aku supplier kidswear lagi.Business ma..mana boleh tinggal.Penatla aku amik Biz Admin kat UIA dulu.Manakan stock lot baju Adidas & Nike lagi.Manakan nak kena hantar stock kat client lagi.Mmm…either this weekend or next weekend nak turun JB.Mmm…bleh la lepak Danga Bay.So sapa nak itut saya?Hehehehe….

Then aku ada buat some part time writing thingy.Which I love so much!!!Yeala..akukan bercita2 nak jadik writer.Ni bilala novel aku nak siap ni wehhhhhhhhhh!!!!

Then I’m a part time student.Gila babas..assignment Rosli aku tak siap lagi ni.Hah..gatal nak amik Master lagik!

Wifey to Major Dear, which whenever he comes back during the weekend..sume task2 di atas adalah jatuh ke prioriti ke sejuta, kerana dengan major dear lagi best..aku senyum ngan dia pon dapat pahala..hehehe…

Last but not least..aku sekarang dah jadik cikgu tuition.Ajar English & Math lagi.

Mmm..buat kat umah ni la.Memalam major dear takde..aku isikan la dalam 2jam untuk mengajar dua orang anak staff aku kat sini.Of course la bayor..heheh..tapi bebudak ni sian tau.Dua2 sakit Talasemia Major.

Ni class masa malam tadi.

Adalah aku merasakan sebenarnya aku ni memang sesuwei jadik cikgu, tapi aku menidakkan talent seorang LEO ada tu.Kenapa eh?Muahahha….

Lepas ngajar,siap hidang makan Mee Hoon Tomyam lagik.Untung lak ai sapa jadik student aku..muahahah..

Till then.Besok ada lunch appointment kat Royal Adelphi.Nanti aku post gambar ek..ni tengah memikior nak pakai baju apa ni.Heheheh….

Kunun..aku dok cakap ngan Anem & Dr.D yang aku tak nak masak kat umah aku ni selagi kitchen cabinet aku tak siap.

Chait!Semalam je dah pi Giant carik bahan2 nak masak.Tetiba tekak aku rasa nak makan Fish & Chip.Maka major dear yang ada kat umah dapatla merasa pagi ni aku masak ini.Tapi semalam,lemon kat Giant itu sungguh tak fresh.Tension aku!

Tengok ni…apalah jual lemon macam ni..

Lebam2 je ghupa dia….

Presenting…..our breakfast dis morning.

Ni version close up…Yummy!

Mmm…sapa kata career woman takleh masak breakfast sblm gi opis?Aku boleh je..provided ko kerja dekat umah & tak jem macam kat Seremban ni.

Dari Matahari Heights,Senawang ke opis aku kat Seremban 2 ni took 15mins drive.Mmm..tol rm1 as aku lalu hiway everyday.

So pagi tadi bangun pagi then solat then buat breakfast then jemur baju then sapu umah then basuh pinggan then gosok baju kul 9 aku sampai dah opis….

Heaven la dok Seremban kalau macam ni!

Heheheh….